just accept it this dear...That you really dont study hard and you dont use all of your power and spirit for your studying...Where are all of your spirit and dreams? Where are your desires and your wings?Do you know what you are doing dear? Or you are just hidding.. that you are weak and deny to change? And then you keep them all in your heart and mind...It destroy all of your youth and emotion and also your desires...Everyone has only one life to live...one youth to desire...What are you afraid of ? Just do what you want...There is no rule for the good and bad things...Just be yourself...Be yourself and do what you want to do...
You are young and You want to fly...So now, be brave and fly..

You know that it is bad for you...
You know that you should change...
You know that it is too late...
But you know that it is never too late to do it...
You have wasted 2 yrs ...Do you want to go on being like this? And then waste your life?the whole of your life?
I know that you feel that you are safe now...Because your dear will be with you...but dear, you have to be strong to support your dear and help him...
And what if...someday, he leaves you alone?...
Be yourself.


Success is a state of mind.