you have to remember this moment...When you are in the end of the dark road...You cannot stay there...cannot wait for someone come and take you to another way or help you to break the wall..
you have 2 ways:
-break the wall
-find another way.

It is impossible to break it because you are not strong enough to do it.and i know that the way you are now is not the way you want yourself to be.
-->another way
+Be cool and be cold...You should be nice and friendly to others if they are good and dont harm you. If you think that you are brave and strong, intelligent enough, then live like that...But do u feel comfortable? The answer is "NO"...So, be adaptive.be nice and friendly to others. you dont lose anything...They may not respect you but who care? because what you get is much more than that.You can meet good people. You can ask for help. You can feel relaxed.For those who show that they dont respect you. what do you lose? nothing. we just consider them as a friend, just a friend to talk to. thats all
+always ask yourself, do u lose anything? do u really lose anything?