To my dear kids

This is a difficult time for papa and mama. When mama tried to support our poor papa, mama suddenly think about you, my dear kids. When you love someone so much, you always pray there are never something bad happening to them. You always want to protect them from harms. Mama love you so much. And mama never you want to fall down, get hurt or sad. Mama try mama's best to keep you in my arms and just allow you to run around my safe circle.and mama try to force you to do what is good...just for you. When you are a kid, mama force you to sleep early, force you to eat more vegetable, advice you to play with this one and shouldnt play with that one. Mama dont allow you to go near the river, near the fire or knife....When you grow up, when you love someone, mama try to convince you that girl is not suitable for you, she may let you down...Why do mama do it? because mama love you so much. But. mama just forget 1 thing...That is, you are my kids and because you are my kids, i have to trust you. I have to trust you like your grandfa used to do it with mum and dad. Now, mama can understand how hard and difficult it is... to see you fall down and cry, to see your blood when the knife cuts your thin soft skin...but, you are my kids. You will know what is good for you. And after all these, you will grow up, be stronger and stretch your wings wide open in the blue sky...Fly.

So today, mama will trust your poor papa- a pure trust like your granfa's one. My dear, you can do it. You surely can do it because simply you are my darling, you are the only one in the world of millions of people who I love and love me.

You can do it and We can do it.

Life is not a fairy tale. No, it is not because there cant be happiness without any effort. So now, my darling , we will together do it. We will swim until we die instead of dying because of not swimming.

And....I love you, my stupid papa